it's such an intense time isn't it? You are definitely not alone

My DS1 is being so difficult lately, I feel terrible saying this but I'm honestly struggling to find things I like about him lately...of course I love him but I'm sure you know what I mean. He never listens, won't go to bed before 10pm, is up with the birds, hits and kicks all of us including his baby brother, won't eat, everything is a battle all day everyday...I'm aware he is growing up right before my eyes and I want to savour this time of our lives but it's so hard when they're pushing every button Some days I wish I had a job to go to. But just this week gone I decided I needed a break and while DH was home I had a hair cut, went shopping alone (well the baby came along but he's pretty easy!), had a massage etc. Now at least I feel able to cope with the long days ahead after having some me time.

Anyway, sorry for the long story but just wanted you to know you're not alone